Mihi in odio est.

The ennui has set in and I kind of want to die.  I’ve spent the past threeish hours simultaneously engaged in wrestling with an essay I have absolutely no desire to finish and passive aggressive laundering in order to have clean and dry underthings for tomorrow.

The highlight of my day (and possibly week!) was Gossip Girl, and as exciting as that was (OMFG BEST SHOW EVER!), there could be many other exciting things with which to occupy my time!  At least I would like to think that there are!  And this list of things does not include chainsmoking, which I spent the hours between school ending and Gossip Girl doing because there was absolutely nothing else that I wanted to do.  Except maybe drink lots of wine while chainsmoking and listening to sad bastard music.

I’m kind-of, sort-of, maybe considering starting to subtextually code passive aggressive messages to one or more certain individuals, much like I had been doing in March/Aprilish.  That would maybe be vaguely interesting for a short period of time!